A visceral image!

ccnancyjardineThis post is by Nancy Jardine.

Life comes with all sorts of highs and lows. Sometimes it’s powerful words that affect you but at other times an image alone can punch you in the gut and bring forth profound emotion.

I had a change to my usual weekly timetable of grandchild minding this past week to accommodate a 400 mile round trip. Sadly, this wasn’t to a wedding like I recently blogged about here on the Wranglers blog but instead it was to go to a family funeral. Living at a distance from both my own and my husband’s siblings and cousins means a bit of travel at such times.

Bill, the man who died, was a genuinely lovely person who touched everyone he met with his kindness and his quiet personality. When he spoke to you, you were the centre of his full attention and always the beneficiary of his positive, cheery focus. Bill was my husband’s female cousin’s husband so it tended, over the decades to be mostly at family gatherings that our paths crossed. Bill was a dedicated Christian and a lifelong elder of his local church but that wasn’t the only faith of his that I’d like to mention today.

2010-09-29_189x189px_Yellow_Box_with_SNP_logoHe was also a dedicated and committed Scottish nationalist for decades. Being a member of the Scottish National Party (SNP) back in the 1960s and 1970s was quite unusual in Scotland and it took courage and determination to break free of the stranglehold of the ruling political parties—the Labour, Liberal and Conservative parties of the day. Bill was really proud of being Scottish and immensely proud of his country: Scotland becoming an independent country being a lifelong goal of his.

In September 2014, Scotland went to the election booths to decide in a political referendum if we wanted the country to become independent, or if we wanted to remain part of the United Kingdom. Only days before that election Bill and his wife came to me for a brief visit since Bill had business to attend to in the Aberdeen area (not far from where I live). Most of our conversation was a catch up of family matters: the recent wedding of my niece which we’d all attended and the forthcoming wedding of my nephew to which we were all invited. However, while my husband caught up with more family matters with his cousin, I chatted to Bill about our common goal of Scottish independence. It was a memorable conversation because he hadn’t realised that I had also been voting for the SNP party since the mid 1970s.

Sadly, the results of that referendum of September 2014 were a little short of what it will take for Scotland to break free and become independent from the rest of the United Kingdom. Bill was gutted with that 2014  referendum result, as were all of the 44.65% of people like me around Scotland who voted in that referendum FOR an independent country—the turnout to the voting stations unprecedented at 84.6% of eligible voters. A huge surge had been made towards independence but not quite enough.

When I attended Bill’s funeral two days ago, I entered his small local Church of Scotland. Bill’s coffin was placed in the very narrow entrance hall bedecked with beautiful flowers, an instant reminder of why I was there. The service was perfect, the local minister’s knowledge and memories of Bill being intensely personal. I didn’t cry during the service, although I was very moved by the minister’s eulogy.

When we exited the church to progress to the nearest Crematorium for a further service of committal the hearse was parked at the foot of the short flight of entrance steps.

The coffin sat in the vehicle draped with a Saltire flag.


That was when I broke down.

Bill didn’t quite make it to see his lifelong goal of Scottish independence happen but, I vow that when it does, I will toast Bill and people like him who kept the faith for decades. The groundswell of support for Scottish independence has risen since September 2014 and continues to rise.

In my current writing, I’m covering a time of intense upheaval in northern Britannia, the land area that eventually became what we now name Scotland. The desire to remain free of the Ancient Roman Empire when the late iron age tribes were invaded by thousands of Roman soldiers back in AD 84 is a documented fact. Their faith to remain free of Ancient Roman influences was strong, their determination to retain their own customs and religious practices ongoing for a few hundred years and evident in recurrent skirmishes with the legions of ancient Rome which were mentioned in Ancient Roman military historical documents and by Roman writers like Cornelius Tacitus.

I’ve never read references to any sort of image that might have meant ‘freedom’ to my late iron age tribal characters (Celts) but it’s something I’m currently pondering over. Authorial licence might just allow me to invent some visible image like the Saltire flag of the Scottish independence movement.

I wonder if you could suggest a ‘freedom’ image when the era of AD 84 is more than a thousand years before the Hollywood ‘Braveheart’ period.

Has any particular flag or iconic image had the same sort of visceral impact on you?

Have a lovely weekend, whatever you may be doing. 

(p.s. I’m hoping that my next post in a couple of weeks will be written in California, U.S. since I’ve a wedding to attend over there. Look forward to some travel info from Nevada, Utah and Pasadena.)

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18 thoughts on “A visceral image!

    1. thank you , Mike. I’m certainly hoping that the momentum will continue. As to the nice Vegas weather… 🙂 What can I say?


  1. Nancy, what an honor you did for a wonderful gentleman. I felt like I had met him. Here’s to the realization of his dream. Best to you on your trip and enjoy the West. Doris


    1. Thanks, Doris. I smiled there because I hadn’t thought of where I’m going as the west – but of course it is in the US. 🙂


  2. What a nice tribute. I hope his and your dream comes true. As to an image for your story, my first thought ran to a natural feature–a mountain spire or ancient tree. Don’t know your topography, so don’t know if that works at all.
    When are you going to be in CA? I’m in the San Francisco area and I’ll be going down to north of LA in a couple weeks.


    1. Hi Kate. I’ll be driving (being driven by my S-I-L or daughter) to Pasadena on Thursday 1st Sept. and will be there till 7th Sept.
      I like your suggestion of the mountain top- that’s actually quite feasible!


  3. Perhaps some character in your story would sit up nights crafting an article as a symbol or flag with a freedom image on it to hand it to one going into battle–cliche but effective sometimes. Is there a special hawk in Scotland? A special fighting sword? A cross? I bet you will think of something unique and powerful too. Descriptive and moving blog.


    1. Great suggestions Neva- thanks! I used a small arm ring in books 2 & 3 as a talisman and could use something else to link books 4 & 5- and I particularly like the idea of a natural image like a bird. The capercaillie is a local species and is already featuring at the beginning of book 4- 🙂


      1. Everything hits me viscerally–flags, monuments, landscapes, whatever–I tear up. When we visited London and Paris and saw all the tributes to Franklin Roosevelt and General Pershing and Abraham Lincoln and other Americans, I cried through it all. As far as I’m concerned, the U.S. should erect a monument to Great Britain for standing firm against Hitler while we sat over here pretending it had nothing to do with us. But we don’t do gratitude very well.

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  4. I’m so sorry about Bill. You wrote a beautiful tribute to him. As for Pasadena, it’s always worth a trip to the Huntington Library with the beautiful gardens if you haven’t been before. Have a great trip!


    1. Thank you, Sarah. I had seen that in guide books and earmarked it. I’ve only been to Disneyland and other Longbeach attractions in the past, but not Pasadena.


  5. Wonderful tribute, Nancy, and I am sorry for your family’s loss. Bill was obviously a man who could inspire many. May the dream you shared with him come to reality. I like the idea of a hawk or some other amazing bird. America’s symbol, in addition to our flag, is the bald eagle — strong and majestic. Perhaps something similar in your country would be appropriate. I do hope you enjoy your trip to America and that you and Mike have opportunity to meet as he and I did over a lunch in 2015. Safe journeys!


    1. A bird or animal image is a strong suggestion, Gayle! We’re now down to the fine details of our trip and seeing how many things we can fit in. 🙂


  6. Hey Nancy,

    I think you’ll enjoy Pasadena. It may be hot, but there is a lot to do around there… although the history is only 150 year at best. Regarding symbols, I don’t know much about symbols of the Celts but would the want something like the horns of a stag (hart) to represent the land and maybe a fish to represent the sea. As in we want the land and the sea back.


    1. Love that, Travis- the land and the sea back. You’ve maybe no idea how timeless that idea actually is! – Thank you. 🙂 I’m looking forward to hanging out with our relatives in Pasadena but also to doing the sights. Downtown (old )Pasadena; at least one museum (maybe more); maybe the Antique Mall ?. I’ve no doubt my American sister-in-law will have good ideas though she’s not from California.


  7. Nancy, Those that we loose are never truly gone if they remain in our hearts and memories. Hopefully over the next few years things will evolve in the right direction for everyone there in Scotland.


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